I am off my meds and feel like I am going to go fucking crazy, I don't want to do a fucking thing and I feel like i will never ever go anywhere again. I cannot live with my parents, It is killing me slowly but it really dose not matter.
I have not felt this way in such a long time and I hate it
Fucking hate it so much
But for now I am doing nothing because I just don't have anything to offer
I am pretty sure I never have
Do I feel sorry for myself, no but I do feel like shit
I am sick every morning when I wake up and I don't have the insurance yet.

Whatever